It was worse than falling off a horse.
Their discourse was painful
and now we have our hands full
dealing with the decision
to create an incision in our family life
and cause strife between husband and wife
leaving a wake of miserable ache in our hearts
but it starts with unforgiveness that makes us wish
that it was better than this and we could go back to the way it was
before this whole mess got started.
Instead we deal with it
and move through it
and accept that it is what it is
because of the choices that were made
and thankfully we have the choice
to save ourselves from the same mess.
Okay, I'm done with that now.
No friends to call my own
No friends to visit my home
My friends are all gone
They've given up and then some
My friends disagree with me
they don't see, we're the same
but instead blame me for the change
and the shift
that created the rift
and continue to be miffed at the difference
that came from a change in
viewpoint
Now we move forward in different directions
and instead of together we have new affections
Our goals have changed but we're the same
Who want to be happy and not do something crappy
to those who we care for
and pray that our life is about more
than quibbles and war
we stretch wider and fly higher until we reach
our new destination
and then some
Okay, I'm done with that now.
