Directions

I was listlessly laying there, staring at the smoke from the incense gently curl upwards. The lamp across from me cast a stark, definite shadow against the blank wall. My thoughts wandered...

I should go home. It was getting late. 

Why, why does it have to be this way? What can I do to change? How can I make it better?

But then, I thought, this is not up to me. As much as I would like to be, I am not and cannot be in control of it. 

God, You are bigger; so much bigger. 

Why do I worry? 

Why do I care so much? 

Cast my cares on You, that is Your instruction. 

You care for me, that is Your promise. 

Love never fails.