Let's see if this thing works...

I would just like to add that I wonder if I am a mean person. To be so direct and so honest and so clear as I am to me and then to have someone who says they are coming from love and support to simply cut me off. I don't understand.
My mom once said, "hurting people, hurt people." So maybe I am hurting. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I am mean. But I doubt it.
I believe to be impotent about ones beliefs, that is wrong.
To be flaccid about what is in one's heart, that is wrong.
To say one thing, but do another, that is wrong.

Dear Heavenly God Father,
Please forgive my impotence, my flaccidity, and my hypocrisy.
May I come boldly before your throne of grace and obtain mercy and find grace in this time of need.
May I count it all joy and find patience in these tests and trials of my faith.
May I always seek your kingdom first.
Give me wisdom, and the resilience of a weed.

In Jesus' name I pray.

Amen.


P.S.
I hope You read this blog, because I don't have Your email address. Peace.